1. |
Not Enough
03:27
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I keep you at an arms length
I need you where I can see you
Can’t risk disappointing you again
I can barely manage as is
I can’t handle, can’t handle it
I got plenty of reasons to lie
Though I can’t say the truth’s still denied
I got plenty of reasons to lie
Though I can’t say the truth’s still denied
Don’t say we’re not enough
Raise your voice and tear it up
As long as it means it still matters
Don’t say we’re not enough, mh
I leave you in the unknown
I still don’t know how to be me
Can’t risk disappointing us again
I can barely handle myself
I can’t help it, can’t handle it
Got my reasons I can’t tell you though
Just hope that this will do for now
Got my reasons I can’t tell you though
Just hope that this will do somehow
Don’t say we’re not enough
Raise your voice and tear it up
As long as it means it still matters
Don’t say we’re not enough
Don’t say we’re not enough
Raise your voice and tear it up
As long as it means it still matters
Don’t say it’s not enough
And I’ll change, I’ll surrender to all my flaws
As long as we’re moving, moving
I’ll change, I’ll surrender to all my flaws
As long as we’re moving, oh
You’re next door, but I can’t open up
It’s too soon, I’m not ready
Call me weird if that works for you
But I’m not, I’m not there yet
It takes time you know
Don’t say we’re not enough
(It takes time)
Raise your voice and tear it up
(Just some time)
As long as it means it still matters
Don’t say we’re not enough
(Don’t say its not enough)
Don’t say we’re not enough
Raise your voice and tear it up
As long as it means it still matters
Don’t say it’s not enough
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2. |
A Decade In Denial
03:03
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I've been staring at my phone for hours
What a waste of time
What a waste of time
I've been glued to my bed for days
What a waste of time
What a waste of time
Have you ever spent a whole day crying?
Have you ever spent a decade in denial?
What's the sky if there's a limit?
What's the night without the dim light of the stars?
Tell me what's my pain worth
If I can't show you any scars?
Stuck in my hourglass
Feeling guilty as shit
Maybe it doesn't matter
Maybe I want too much
I've been staring at the ceiling for hours
What a waste of time
What a waste of time
Haven't left these four walls in days
What a waste of time
What a waste of time
Have you ever spent a whole day crying?
Have you ever spent a decade in denial?
What's the sky if there's a limit?
What's the night without the dim light of the stars?
Tell me what's my pain worth
If I can't show you any scars?
Stuck in my hourglass
Feeling guilty as shit
Maybe it doesn't matter
Maybe I want too much
What's the sky if there's a limit?
What's the night without the dim light of the stars?
Tell me what's my pain worth
If I can't show you any scars?
Stuck in my hourglass
Feeling guilty as shit
Maybe it doesn't matter
Maybe I want too much
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3. |
Outnumbered
02:23
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There's a lot I wanna change about me
Many things I'm dreaming to be
But I was always too fragile
To say how I really feel
Tell me what is even real
Oh I am dying to feel
There should be more
I’m trying to be patient
But soon I will be gone
In a week from now
I’ve got no plan for once
Don’t look for me
Don’t look for me
I’ll be gone
I’ll be gone and out
When they say my days are counted
Aren’t they all?
When they say I'm outnumbered
Aren’t we all?
Oh, aren’t we all?
I got a pretty good idea how this will look
I got a pretty good idea
How everybody’s gonna take it but me
But why is it not about me?
Just hear me out for once
I'm begging, I'll be gone
I’ll keep trying
I swear that I'll be gone
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4. |
Might Be The Moon
04:12
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Don't know which way to go
Hope my feelings don't show
My heart is aching, oh
As some memories unfold
I'm thinking back and forth
Can't hear your words no more
Not shaking yet not sure
I am feeling insecure
It might be the moon
Rising up to its full potential
It might be the wounds
That never healed properly
It might be my mind
So full and chaotic
It might be this time
Just a moment on fabric, oh
Got lost in my own mind
Run over by my fights
Thoughts can be so unkind
Waiting for a turn of time
It might be the moon
Rising up to its full potential
It might be the wounds
That never healed properly
It might be my mind
So full and chaotic
It might be this time
Just a moment on fabric, oh
It might be the moon
Rising up to its full potential
It might be the wounds
That never healed properly
It might be my mind
So full and chaotic
It might be this time
Just a moment on fabric, oh
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